The start

 I have been pretty quiet about this unless you are inside my inner circle, but this has gotten out of control and I am ready to put this out there for everyone to read, especially that special someone that is doing this to me.  I met my current spouse around the end of January 2023.  We met through a dating app, and never thought it would amount to much due to the distance.  Little did we know it was the beginning of something amazing.  We were four hours apart, but talked every single night for hours on the phone, messaged each other daily and it just bloomed.  We eventually met in March 2023 in person and the rest is history.  We now live happily together making our dream life a reality.  I would not change this for the world, I feel I truly met the person made for me.  Things are not always so fairytale.  Lets get into it, when did the stalking begin and when did it end.   The end of March 2023, early April I came to where ...

 Life is continually moving, it never slows down or speeds up, its moving on at the same pace but I find myself feeling like it is moving so fast lately.  When your kids are little, time seems to move so slow.  I found myself thinking, Oh I can not wait until the next stage, I can't wait until they can walk, or they can talk.  I couldn't wait to watch them go to school make friends, start playing sports.  You want the world for them and you just seem to be in a hurry to see it.  Then the next second it seems they have grown up and those days at home with your littles is over, and you long for those days back.  You miss snuggling that baby, listening to them sleep, watching their little faces experience the world.  You blink and it's gone.  You never again will hold that small child in your arm again.   I read a quote once that really brought me to tears, while I do not remember exactly how it went it was something like:  There ...